You are, dear man!  I have no words for such ´unpeak´ moments in life and there is no paper to hold those words.  I had to visit twice, before I was able to read through the middle because there is so much more than you say in the lines, that I shivered.

Oh, wind spirit!  Those moments when your whole body contracted to its minimum and Eye-Life expanded beyond the body of that tanker....  Man! I´m so glad you saw it and so glad you walked from such deep contact with living hell!  

You don´t need no more flinging titles beyond your name.  Your life is your title! and your son has-got-to-hear-it at some point for his own personal growth, hopefully, when he is ready to listen.  Maybe he already has?

So powerful, it electrifies.  Scratching the belly of death from the inside!  No words, dear man...

Our knowledge has surpassed our wisdom. -Charu Saxena.